istana untuk kita...

..hye..first thing i did in the morning was goint to the post office to renew my license la kan..dah 4months mampus..ape lagi, panjangla kaki nye bile ade lesen tu..so wat i did was start msg2 ngan my girl ni la (she's not mine physically,but at heart,DEFINATELY!!!)..i ajak la dia jumpe ...as ususal pancing nak lunch kat secret recipe..she agreed to go by taking her frens as well..i dont mind..mase tgh msd2 tu, she said yg dia ade surprise la utk i..best jgk ade org nak wat surprise kan..she doesn't know i have loads of surprises..ok,kebetulan plak my sis bwk kete dia..so terpakse la i lenjan my dads car..merce la je..but it still a merce..kire up sket la kalo bwk awek jalan2..dgn i yg pakai baju n kasut baru tu..rambut pn baru wat kar amoi bintulu,huuuuuu..mmg agak stylo la..my nenek's maid cakap"asyid, saya tgk kamu tak jemu jemu saya..macam raja!"haha//i taktau la ahli kumpulan radja ke ape kan..but deep inside i know im better than that bangla..ok fine i made mistakes, and i really want to make up to it..ok..den dah amek dia ngan member dia sume, we proceed la to secret recipe..at first, we had a little fight la..ala2 drama gitu..maybe i was treating her the way i used to for 27 and 9 days......5 minutes after that den i realized im just an ordinary fren to her..so, kene sedar diri la bro!..mcm biasela,we all makan2..she ordered what she always does..the big bowl tom yam kung yg boleh tahan 3hr tak makan..i makan choc indulgence je..ha..suddenly terbukak la sket2 cite lame..cite di danga bay mase puas i nak mencari choc indulgence tu..yela dah 6months kot tak kene kek tu..we took pictures and stuff..still posing like we're still a couple..i had a good time..hope she did too..well, i know she did..dekat sejam lebih gak la lepak..den i send her back..i bgla some souvenoirs from the ship..tshirt,cap and stuffs..also the ring i made by myself using "lathe machine"..ade jgak kad birthday n a pice of sheet from my diary during at sea..its just a prove dat i still kept thinking of her evry now and then..walaupun i didnt call or msg her for 90 of my stupidest days in my life....dah bg bende tu sume..i nak shake hand goodbye la kan..but she reguse..tp kjap je..5seconds after that she took my hand..siap bg kiss lg..at my hand la kan..org kate ape,mcm isteri cium tgn suami..haha..den i balik..trus tido smpi magrib..sebelum tido tu, angau la gakkan..what i can say is..i know i've already got her back..its just that the bangla happened to be at the right place and time..the time when she need sumone..about how we broke up, i'll put it in my future entry..my sis said i still have a chance..a big one..and i'll utilize it efficiently.. ok..take care baby bunny..remember what i told u..the heart understands.. feeling will always speak up..i know u see me in his eyes..haha..anyway..time will tell..although TIME said im no worth trying..i've healed her already..PISS OFF!!!...til then.